Amber Turner has admitted she feels "torn" on whether to rekindle her romance with ex-boyfriend Dan Edgar during The Only Way is Essex.
The couple dated for six years and were one of the strongest couples from the hit ITV reality show, but earlier this year split amid rumours of Amber cheating. The 30 year old previously confessed to wishing she could go back in time and even told Dan's mum that she'd "marry him [Dan] tomorrow."
In scenes set to air on Sunday, 12 November during the season finale of TOWIE, Amber admits: "I feel really torn about what to do."
She continues: "It is like I am protecting myself because I don't want to fully allow myself to get hurt and think I want to get back with him if he basically tells me to do one and that's me be heartbroken again.
"I don't know where Dan's head is at. I honestly feel so confused."
Amber is asked by Chloe Meadows whether she regrets breaking up with Dan, to which she replies: "I don't know,' admitting "I am scared to think about that right now."
Things seemed to be going well for the TOWIE couple as they settled down after moving in together and even bought a dog together called Oliver. But the TV stars have both been faced with cheating rumours and Amber has denied being unfaithful in their relationship.
In last week's episode, Amber was paid a visit by Dan's mum, Wend, who told her that they were both reasonable for their relationship ending. Following their chat Amber described their conversation and said: "It was interesting. It was nice to see Wendy.
"It was a weird conversation …she said, 'I have stood by you when Dan has done wrong in the past. It upset me that you felt you couldn't talk to me'."
She continued "We were both emotional. The whole thing does upset me. It has left me with a lot to think about. I am still unsure where our future lies.
"I did sage the front room after Wendy came around to eradicate any bad vibes she may have brought…"
It wasn't just Amber who dealt with her emotions as Dan also opened up about their relationship during a heart-to-heart on TOWIE. "Obviously we care about each other, but so much has gone on and we have got to remember why we split up", he said.
"I have been more open with you than I have with anyone in my life. We are drawn to each other naturally because there is a lot of love there but we can't get caught up in how fun it can be".
He confessed: "I wish you felt like this four months ago".
"There is a lot of love there still. There are things I don't show people but the relationship is done.
"We are both to blame at different points. We are going our separate ways."
The finale also sees Amber admit that she "put herself in situations she shouldn't have" which caused a rift in her relationship and said she wished she could turn back the clock.
"If he was to get down on one knee tomorrow then I would say yeah because I love him more than anything," Amber confessed to his mum Wendy.
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